Well, I made it…the holidays are over! I honestly believe that the girls had a good Christmas. We talked about Jen and the girls did get sad a few times but I assured them that she (Jen) was watching and smiling. In a weird way New Years Eve was harder then Christmas Eve. On Christmas Eve I was up late wrapping presents. I didn’t get to bed until after 2:00am. I coordinated the wrapping paper (Just like Jen use to). I answered the letter that the girls left for Santa, ate the cookies…you get the idea. I continued on all the traditions that the girls were use to so it kept me very busy.
New Years Eve was different...their wasn’t a ton of things to do and my mind just wondered. I found myself thinking of the past 15 New Years Eve’s and of course that just brings back even more memories…they tend to hit me like a tidal wave sometimes.
I’m glad 2009 is over…good riddance - without a doubt the worst year of my entire life. I don’t know what 2010 will bring…I guess we never do.
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